Ng Family Blog

今天早上又逼著自己從床上爬起來去上班，繼續面對每天開車，咖啡因，會議，工作，神速午餐的生活。漸漸開始每天都不捨得離開家門，尤其是看著熟睡的駿凱。我悄悄的跪在他床邊，親親他的腿，手，腳，摸摸他的額頭。我好想抱他，但又不想吵醒他。三歲的駿凱真是可愛，愛說話，調皮，也很接近我們。他常常會說我們是family，還會睡覺前親爸爸說good night，還會告訴我，i love you mommy。每天上了床以後，他還會找點理由下床，咚咚咚快步跑到我們的臥房，告訴我他挖出了鼻屎要給我或是他聽到鄰居敲打的聲音或是聽到火車的笛聲。我想，他一樣不捨得入睡，他一樣想和我們多點時間一起。當在這一切都還存在的時候，當他還沒有叛逆的時候，當他還沒有氣我們的時候，我好想時間停留，我好想多聽幾遍 i love you mommy，我好想多點醒著的時間在他身邊。

So relieved that Matthew’s fever has finally passed. It took 5 days, the longest we’ve ever experienced. After living off of Motrin and Pedialyte, Matthew looked skinny. I hope he’ll eat better and fatten up quickly. It’s so hard to see a child sick but he was overall happy and in good spirit. One thing for sure, he’s very much loved by six adults. The grandparents were more worried than we were. They came to visit and brought food. Matthew is one lucky boy.